My Intense Day Of Thinking

I woke up early this morning feeling great. I really do love life!!!

Getting into moods of deep thought... self-analysis is a MONSTER-- it will either make you hate or love yourself. So where do I stand? I'm in a constant state of not knowing; But self-hatred is not an option!!!!!!!!

Had a great conversation today with some interesting folks at breakfast. Nothing makes my day better than stimulating conversation.

Food for thought--- It's okay to be me--- but now the hard part is figuring out who I am!!!

Went out last night (I needed this). I relaxed and let loose. Met some new faces, danced a while, drank socially, and socialized. It was relaxing and fun. Did I mention that I needed this? I needed to feel the vibes of other people; just forget about all that needed to be done tomorrow and just enjoy the now.

I feel refreshed... anew... amazed... confused

I've been moody lately; but the best part about my moodiness is that I have great moments of reflection and contemplation. I've been thinking alot about who I am and who I want to become. I wonder if finding a middle ground would be like settling or comprimising. Who knows????

Without growth, one is dead; therefore, to grow is to live.... Man, I'm growing!!!

This is what today has been like. Jumbled thoughts that makes no sense collectively, but individually, they all make sense.

Today is my Day of Intense Thinking!!!!!

Did I mention that I woke up feeling great... and I love myself more today than I did yesterday.... and hopefully more tomorrow.